I cut again last night while everyone here were asleep…with out thinking about it first…and I’m hating myself at the moment…
I told Sunna this morning…she wasn’t angry…just worried I guess….she convinced me that I have to tell my doc about my SI or she would do it her self…
I understand my wife’s point of view but I feel my doc has to hear this from me so if I don’t chicken out I’m going to tell her later today when I see her…. after all the worst thing that can happen is she will get pisses at me and I’d have to look for another one…or/and I’d have a panic attack…….
I don’t know why I’m writing this but I guess I need support or something…
I don’t know…
