Yesterday was my baby’s 1st birthday. But it was also another birthday….. My little angel Johnny would have been 8 years old. He was only 14 months old when he died. I though about him a lot last night….and found out I hardly ever saw him…I almost missed knowing him because I was never home. I do remember his smile tho…he had his mom’s looks 🙂

I could very well blame my mother for everything…for me not being able to spend time with my children…. She kept me busy…I don’t think that I would have been able to say no to her and not work…but I liked what I was doing….She had her reasons and I had mine. I though about it last night how my life would be if they hadn’t died that night…if we had taken them with us……My twins would be 12 years old!! I wonder what they would be like… Kim, would she still be playing the piano? …or would Megan have a zoo in her room? David was almost 3 years old when he died… He was never quiet…lol… he never got tired off asking questions….like he wanted to know everything there was to know….. It’s a very easy for me to fall into the hole of regret…to wonder about what if? and why? and not remember the good times we had together.

  1. Broken Butterfly Wings Gabriel J Arsante 7:27
  2. Coldplay - A Sky Full Of Stars - Piano Cover Gabriel J Arsante 4:30
  3. No. 11 Piano Gabriel J Arsante 2:57
  4. Forever in my Heart Gabriel J Arsante 3:36
  5. Chopin Piano Concerto No. 1 - Movem. II - Romance, Larghetto Gabriel J. Arsante 9:58
  6. Canon In D 2014 Gabriel J. Arsante 2:28