I tried to talk to talk to him but I can’t

I’m sorry all…it didn’t work out very well…I don’t have the strength to talk to him…. I might try to write but I don’t think it will be any better……I’m disappointed and I’m tired….I want to make all of it go away…but we can’t…. Maybe we should be in the hospital…I know I’d be better off in there….. I’m sorry for being like this….Sorry for letting you all down….