Yesterday was very difficult but I saw my t this morning and she is going to help me find another t and be with me for a few sessions id her health allows it …so please those of you who pray can you please pray for her.
Now…this morning I also got an e-mail from a very good friend of mine…I think I’ve mentioned her before…Her name is Judy and she’s the “boss” at the grief chat I’m hosting. I have never met this lady but she has saved my life st least twice and maybe more by her kindness and patients….
Guess you need someone very patient to pep me up sometimes… Well any way she is also very sick… She has been suffering from pneumonia an her Dr. has been so concerned because the pneumonia isn’t clearing up, and she’s been so sick. She went to hospital and for some tests and they found what they are calling an “abnormality” on or in her lung. Well the result of the biopsy that the “abnormality” is a malignant tumor lung and it’s inoperable…. The good news news is that it’s treatable with chemo and radiation.
I know how I reacted hearing about my t’s cancer and I admit that I was scared this morning for all of this being my fault…. ( one of my very bad habits ) Judy and my t are NOT SICK BECAUSE THEY KNOW ME….. I DID NOT MAKE THEM SICK!!! I want to be strong for Judy and I want to help her as much as I can though I’m not sure if I can host in the chat-rooms because of triggers…but I’m willing to try….