There are about 2 years since I started to really remember what happened to me…Those memories disabled me…I couldn’t do anything…I couldn’t go to work…I couldn’t do things that I used to do before… and I heard arguing inside my head. I’ve always known that I am not alone using this body though I never told anyone directly. Actually it was one of the people inside that told our therapist. They (the people inside) had memories that where so unbelievable but yet at the same time so real. They could tell how the scars on the back of our body came to be there…they could explain the nightmares and the blackouts…and they could explain the self hatred I felt. I didn’t feel so crazy anymore……

For the last two years I have been putting the peaces together. A big ugly jigsaw puzzle…..thousands and thousands of peaces… I am finally seeing the picture it holds. Yet at some time I can not connect my self to that picture… I am the one who has the scars…yes….I am the one that has the body memories, the flashbacks etc… but still I feel out of that picture. They were the ones that took the pain, the memories, the suffering. I was the one they were protecting….

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