…Well this will be happening next Monday. Actually I have already taken some of my stuff there… I am not moving everything though because I will still have a home here. But I need to make this place like it is my home or I don’t think I will be comfortable there….
Anyway I’m not doing too good emotionally…. not because of the move but some other things that are going on in my life. I might write about that later…. but right now I don’t really feel like writing…. I’m only here because for some stupid reason my ICQ won’t work and just yesterday I had to get myself a new number because the old one didn’t want to work for me anymore….
It’s amazing what this little program can make one feel alone… I don’t chat on ICQ very much but ti means everything to me just to see the names on the list turn blue…. and then I don’t feel so alone in the world….
Does anyone else know that feeling? …..
Yes, I know it all too well.. I don’t know what I’d do without it. I can still remember the time I didn’t know what ICQ was, now its a lifeline. ((((((((((((((((((((Gab))))))))))))))))))) Love you, and seeing your name there means so much to me. U make me smile 🙂
Hi Gabriel,
I am at least glad to see that you have not stopped writing all together as that can pose a problem. Writing is one way for us to be able to write our feelings down and let us validate that of the inner child is feeling. Good for you for not stopping and I think you have done a brave thing by putting your writing on your own website. I am in the process of moving my entire website do to the changes at Healthyplace in which I am not happy with at all. Well I got to go and finish up some other things take care of you.
Robin
(((((((((((Gabriel))))))))))))))))
I know exactly what you mean, by the ICQ and seeing folks online even tho’ I may not feel up to conversing with folks. It does make it feel we are not alone in the world. Hang in there, Gabriel.
Love you.