Despair

Apr 16, 2001 | The Disordered Files | 5 comments

Talk about SI *may be triggering

I am obviously not in hospital…. I’m still here. The night before yesterday I messed up pretty bad… I was desperate and I just cut and cut…and it took hours to stitch it up. I guess that can be the case when you don’t use the traditional objects…sigh… Now I have over 50 stitches in my arm and no ICQ because they took my computer away… I accept that…I know they are doing what they believe is the best thing for me….and you I guess…

I am now only allowed to use the computers at the library and during the day when someone is watching… in fact someone will be watching me all the time now at least until I can prove myself… that I am not in danger to hurt myself and when I start eating “normally”.

Going to Hospital

I’m back

Tummy Tales

5 Comments

  1. dorit
    dorit on April 16, 2001 at 8:47 am

    ((((((((((((((((((((((Gabriel)))))))))))))))))))))) so sorry …

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  2. sue
    sue on April 16, 2001 at 3:09 pm

    (((((((((((((((((((((Gabriel))))))))))))))))))))))

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  3. Joy
    Joy on April 17, 2001 at 8:20 am

    (((((((((((((((Gabriel)))))))))))))))))

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  4. Anae
    Anae on April 17, 2001 at 8:40 am

    ((((((((((((((Gabriel)))))))))))))) we love u

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  5. Nanette Gelesko
    Nanette Gelesko on April 17, 2001 at 7:30 pm

    my journal looks to be still up at healthyplace.com for ED Journals. It was good to get your message. I wondered if you ever got mine. So from what I have read of you and what I just interperted from your last writing yesterday I believe it was. Well I am self-destructive and somewhat suicidal thoughts only, and have a major Eating Disorder and you know I’d just like to chat with you sometime. I don’t have ICQ anymore but I have yahoo chat abilities and aol… Let me know. Hang in there Gabriel, I will be thinking of you and your family.
    Luv a friend, Nanette Gelesko
    nadina2773@yahoo.com
    NATASHA2273 for AOL IM’s

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