I am finding myself in a “silent mode” ….it’s just something that I go through every once in a while but usually passes since I can’t keep my “mouth” shut for long…. I guess some of it has to do with the fact that last Monday was very trying for me and that I did things that I truly believed that I couldn’t do..
First of all…even though she didn’t want me to mention her birthday (that was before yesterday) I would like to wish my beautiful wife a happy birthday yesterday 🙂 Love you Sunna!
My sister Angela has been visiting from Italy and last Monday I got to spend some time with her and was even allowed to get out of this place for a few hours.
As I’ve mentioned before I am severely agoraphobic and even the very thought of having to leave my “little safe nest” could start a panic attack for me… but as weird at it may sound I didn’t feel anything of that sort when Angela asked me if I wanted to go out with her.
The weather was great so we mostly just walked around testing the benches and talked… and then we went to a restaurant… I haven’t done that for years but it was fun but scary and I made it home in one peace! Yay me!