bad thoughts

Aug 17, 2001 | Rants | 4 comments

grrrr…
I need to vent… I’m in a chatroom where I could very well be talking about this… other people are talking about their mothers who they have lost and I just realized that I really miss mine….in a strange sort of way… I don’t know why I am missing her now….but I have been thinking a lot about her over the last few days… Maybe a part of the reason is that in spite of what I went through when she was alife it wasn’t as complicated surviving through the day as it is now… especially as I got older…I knew what to expect… I knew how to block out the bad… I don’t know how to do that anymore…

4 Comments

  1. Sue
    Sue on August 17, 2001 at 6:43 pm

    (((((((((((((((((((((((Gabriel)))))))))))))))))))

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  2. Amelia
    Amelia on August 18, 2001 at 6:00 pm

    I’m sorry about your mother. I lost my mother when I was really little, and I never thought about it as much as I think about it now. Although I’m only 16, thoughts of her still occur more than they ever did. And I suppose it’s missing her, the grieving or something. Sometimes though, you can’t block out the bad thoughts, they’re just there. I hope yours go away soon though. Sleep well.

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  3. Alex
    Alex on August 18, 2001 at 7:26 pm

    I don’t have any great or comforting words for you… but here’s a big hug. (((((Gabriel)))))))

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  4. Joy
    Joy on August 19, 2001 at 2:37 pm

    (((((((((((Gabriel))))))))))))

    Reply

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