I feel so out of place here today…. like I’m not supposed to be online for some reason…. like I’m not even supposed to exist at all….
I feel I have to go away from all of this…. stop writing…stop reading… just fall into a deep sleep and when I wake up again everything will be ok…. I will be able to start over again…. why is all of this so black and full of pain?
~gabriel
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Today-ish In History
- 2015: Piano Concerto No.5 In E Flat major, Op. 73, "Emperor" - 1. Allegro
- 2004: A man and his wishes
- 2003: quick
- 2002: Doc appointment
- 2001: Christmass Shoping
- 2000: Haunted by the memories
It really doesn’t seem right to me that it has to be so black and full of pain for you … about you existing, you have made a difference in my life and I’m sure to many others, you are awesome (all of you)
Sending you mega hugs…love you!
(((((((((((((((((Gabriel))))))))))))))))) love you lots!!!
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Love you!!!! Try to be strong, Gabriel, you have a right to be here as the rest of us, and we want you here with us!!! What would I do without you around here?? I miss you!!!! I wish I could do something for you…..I`m here, and you *know it*.
((((HUGS)))))
You are with me every day… in mind and on my computor at work. As soon as I turn it on.. I see crewinme on. Makes me smile. You are all very special and you have become a very important person in my life. The sun does shine thru very dark clouds, all we need is patience and friends. I will be your friend.. Feel free to call upon me.
Sending you lots and lots of hugs Gabriel.
(((((((((Gabriel)))))))))) You are loved….you are needed…..your life is a gift to all of us!
((((((((((((((((((((Gabriel))))))))))))))))) love you !
.. all of *this* is so dark and full of pain .. because you ‘dare’ to face the pain! .. because you ‘dare’ to embark on your ‘JOURNEY TO HEAL’! ..
you are a very courageous man .. (even if you may not feel like it right now)
you and your crew are strong and brave .. you have a future! .. you will make it!
.. and inspite of all the pain you still have such a kind and loving heart as all your friends know ..
.. you are a hero ((((((((((Gabriel))))))))) many hugs and love to you!!
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(((GABRIEL))))
THANKS!!!! Love you!! Reach out, we`re here for you!
Sis
Gabriel, it may not seem so easy sometimes and for sure no one will really be able to tell you the right words, but there are many people out there thinking of you. If it doesn’t make you feel better, think of the fact that you’re still alive and there must be a pretty good reason for it.
So, keep the faith, Gabriel… it is the only thing we can lean on when everything else fails. Sending much love your way…
I would bother to comment but I’ve read the other comments and they seem to say it all, take my advice believe them…..
xxx