They searched our room…went tru our stuff yesterday afternoon 🙁 they found some stuff I’ve been using to SI still hav ways do hurt tho…. am i crazy or stupid to not want to give it up? or just plain over all crazy

i’m really bad this morning …they are watching me…. still i have SIed a bit this morning and i don’t want to eat breakfast…i went to the kitchen pretended that i had my usual toast but i didn’t eat it…. hoping they wont find out…well they wont cos i’m good at this….

I ended up SIing

then I had a good talk with Faith… Thank you Faith for “shrinking” me when I needed it and make me want to try to get through tomorrow without hurting myself… I will try… Friday Five hit close to home…so to speak this Friday….

Here are mine…..
1. Have you ever had braces?
2. Ever broken any bones?
Journal entry: Going to Hospital – 12/07/2000
Journal entry: braking – 11/15/2001
and many times more….
3. Ever had stitches?
(accidental) Journal entry: A bad day by choise. – 01/17/2001
Journal entry: hanging on – 11/15/2000
Journal entry: Going to Hospital – 12/07/2000
Journal entry: 02/22/2001
and many times more….
4. What are the stories behind some of your [physical] scars?
This website sais it all and what is missing will come in the future….
5. How do you plan to spend your weekend?
I’m waiting for my sister to come and pick me up…. I will be spending the entire weekend with her and my kids…. and Sunna of course when she’s off work 🙂

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