Sunna and us went to the movies to see I am Sam yesterday. It’s an awesome movie in case you didn’t know and if you haven’t seen it I recommend it for sure. we are turning into movie addicts 😛 and even planning the next movies we want to see… well maybe it wouldn’t be such a big deal if after every visit to the movies we need to sleep for at least 10 – 12 hours.

I have never been a big fan of going out and be among other people. I am severely agoraphobic and I guess social phobic too… When I am among people and especially where there are many people that I don’t know I am extremely paranoid and it feels like everyone is starting at me. Well in away people sometimes do stare. I’m pretty sure many people are stared at when they go out among other people especially when they are in someway different.. and I do have my little tweaks and funny way of walking that gets people’s attention I guess…

I remember at one time I went with Chris to a store that sells instruments and it had a big room full of pianos LOL… can you imagine me in a piano store? well anyway while Chris was getting what we came in there for I sat down in front of the biggest and most expensive piano in the store (it wasn’t a very good piano tho) and started playing…. I didn’t notice this but the sales person that Chris was talking to was staring at me the whole time and he even asked him if I was “a retarded genius” whatever that means ??? blah! I guess then biggest reason of how much I like the internet and my computer is that I can “go” places with out being seen and where I can be myself without feeling million eyes staring at me.