Chris
(December 20th 1968 – April 12th 2001 )

Hello my friend….
It’s been so long since I heard from you… but I hope you know there isn’t a day that goes by where I don’t think about you… and I miss you so very much that my heart hurts… and when I try to write to you I usually end up in tears.
There are so many things that I would like to tell you but I don’t know where to begin.
…I want to tell you how much I wish you’d be here…. and how much
…I want to hear your jokes that always made us go rolling on the floor laughing no matter how silly they were 🙂
…I want to feel your hugs and have back the moments of the “serious talks” we used to have
…I wish I could tell you over and over how I feel about you as my friend… my buddy
…I wish I could have told you more often about how much I love you…. and how much I appreciate you coming into my life like an angel, about 16 years ago, and helping me to gain some sense of self-esteem….
….I wish….. I wish you were here…..