Grrr i hate it when my main site is down… I haven’t been able to access it since last night sometime and it’s amazing or maybe weird that I let that sort of thing get to me… especially now cos normally on weekends I don’t go there at all…

I’ve had a good day to day… I woke up when Emma climbed in my bed and put her freezing feet under the covers yikes… and then shortly after Amber and Gabriel came too… and we just lay there for a while… me Sunna, Amber, Emma and Gabriel… and i felt like we were a “real family” again…

Most of yesterday was good too… though i got triggered and really really needed to SI… but i didn’t…(yay me!) …. I couldn’t because of the kids and if anyone would have found out I would have been sent straight bad to the loony bin… anyway I had a very fun chat with a friend last night and that helped… i was in a very silly mood (to say the least)… and when I get like that I think of Chris… or maybe it was the other way around LOL…

Tomorrow will be another good day right?