hmm ok I was checking our stats (go figure :P) and noticed someone coming from Kandee’s site… She has been in :our: list of regular reads for a while… in fact we’ve been linking to her site since we started using Greymatter as we used one of her graphics sets for this blog back then.

Anyway, she has an interesting entry in her blog that starts: ” I can’t truly say the things I’m thinking because, well, I can’t.” I think a lot of bloggers think like this… me included… I sometimes think that it would be great if I could bitch about my friends or my wife in here…. well I guess I have in a way… but I don’t really say the things I want to say in those kind of situations… and well I don’t really get pissed very often with anyone except maybe myself …and yes I admit that even tho Sunna and I seem madly in love there are times when I really want to “screem” about her… what she does or doesn’t do, what she sais or what she didn’t say… or what ever… I also know that she feels the same way towards me sometime…maybe even more often that I about her… We talked about this once… and she told me that she was having problems writing in her blog because of this…. because she was afraid of saying something that might hurt me…. Well I think I can understand that part… That’s usually the reason why I don’t want to write about other people in my blog… then again I don’t like to rant about other people anywhere else either… in thought, speech or writings…. The last two of those three are easy to avoid (for me at least) but in thought it is not… and since this website is where I lay down my thoughts it can be difficult not to post here after a big fight with my best friend Sue or after someone has told me something (about me or other’s in this household) that I didn’t want to hear at that moment… or after reading a message someone posts on a mailing list… the occasions are endless … there are times when I’ve wanted to reach into the computer screen and shake some sense into certain people…

Kandee also says she swears a lot in “real life”… hmmm ok I swear sometimes in my entries and other writings….I don’t do it much in 3D mostly because I don’t speak… and Darq can’t write an entry with out swearing…nor can he speak a sentence in 3D with out doing so… However we in this household have words and phrases in our daily vocabulary that most people would freeze if they heard us… and even tho this blog isn’t really for people under the age of 18 this website isn’t really the place for them…. However I try not to censor the language I use here… I guess in a way I sometimes censor my thoughts on certain things…but sometimes it is just to fucking damn hard to put my thoughts into words… and when I want to say something …the thoughts don’t really come out as they really are….

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