I’m still here… I’m doing ok I guess… but still don’t feel up to writing much… I’m a little frustrated about that…I keep thinking this will pass… There are things I want to write about but somehow I can’t… I start writing but somewhere along the lines I forget what it is that I was going to write and the entry stays half written and doesn’t really make any sense… so many of my posts end up just being “drafts”…
I have a “secret” journal…it’s not really a secret tho…it’s just a place where I can write whatever I want without really having it read by anyone… just “snippets”… or questions that I’m asking myself… some which I can’t really answer and some that I can… and for what it is worth…when I’m going through a time like I’m now… when I have a problem of putting my words down in writing I write there… it helps me from loosing my mind… or become totally silent… But really… maybe I want that to happen… sometimes I do… and I sometime wish I didn’t have to write/type/speak another word ever again…. The truth is… I don’t really know what I want anymore…
y dun u type them here Gabriel…
We wont judge you, we’ll help to answer ur questions that you cant answer them urself. Don’t lose ur mind… we have to hang in there…
You’re not alone Gabriel, cos i’m feeling that way too…
Please don’t lose ur mind…