There really isn’t any point in this post but somehow I wish I could find the words on how to describe what I’m feeling at this moment…

…I’m happy but at the same time I’m sad…
…I’m scared but at the same time I feel safe…
…I feel loved but at the same time I feel hated…
…I want to laugh but I also want to cry…

There aren’t really any words that can describe the “in-between”… So I’m ok I guess… but it feels so much more and so much less than _just_ok_.
“Well,” said Pooh, “what I like best — ” and then he had to stop and think. Because although Eating Honey was a very good thing to do, there was a moment just before you began to eat it which was better than when you were, but he didn’t know what it was called.