I mentioned a few days ago that I’ve been having some physical problems due to my eating disorder… I got scared which in a way is good I guess… I’ve been having chest pains and my heart beat is very irregular…and it doesn’t matter if I’m just resting or walking around… I saw a specialist last week… and he gave me another appointment which I will go to next Friday… he will do some tests…

I knew that something like this might happen…. and now once it has I don’t have a choice anymore… Those of you who have been reading this site for a while know that until now I’ve been terrified of recovery… I need to start taking better care of myself… I am scared… terrified… but I think at this point I will be sacred either way… recovery or not… When recovering means life and me being able to see my children grow up… and when not recovering means death of a heart attack… I guess recovery is the best choice in the situation…

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