– I feel scared…
– I feel lost…
– I feel confused…
– I feel like I don’t know what I’m doing anymore…
– I feel as I’ve lost the feeling of control I had towards food…
– I feel more urges to replace the ED with something that in my oppinion is worse… like self-harm, and it’s a lot harder to fight aginst those urges… and I find myself scanning the room for usefull “tools”…
– I feel like I’m not recovering for myself or because I want to.. but for other people who want me to…
– I feel I want to give up on recovery but I don’t want to dissapoint the people that want me to recover…
– When I’m eating I feel like a trator to myself…
– I feel that I must hide from the world and not try anymore…
…but I wish I could “turn around” and feel the opposide of those feelings… I try…but I can’t…

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