I know I haven’t been around much in the last few days… and I’ve been feeling silent… maybe a little sad… December is one of those months where I wish I could just lay in bed and hide under the covers forever… It’s a time of many anniversaries from my past and some “new” ones as well… We’ve had more flashbacks and at the time they seem so real… but we haven’t SI-ed…

I wish all the bad thoughts and nightmares about me quitting SI would go away… I feel I can not be sure… I keep telling myself that this fear isn’t real… that it was just one woman’s delusion… but I’m still waiting for something to happen…. When I SI-ed I felt safe… It was my security line…. I don’t feel that safety now…

  1. Broken Butterfly Wings Gabriel J Arsante 7:27
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  3. No. 11 Piano Gabriel J Arsante 2:57
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  5. Chopin Piano Concerto No. 1 - Movem. II - Romance, Larghetto Gabriel J. Arsante 9:58
  6. Canon In D 2014 Gabriel J. Arsante 2:28