Random Thoughts

…and probably not very wise thoughts…
…i weighted myself this morning… i’m not supposed to do that…the family scale has been carefully hidden away for a while now… but oh well…
according to that scale i am at 54,5 kg which is about 119 lbs
on a good day
…i eat a little bit of what’s put on the table… even though it takes quite a while… and it actually doesn’t make me sick (unintentional or not)
or…
on a bad day…
i eat something and a few min later it’s all gone
I admit… i’m not really keeping track of what or how much or how little i eat anymore… i have no cravings for food… i just don’t want it…