the day @ random

Not much really….
depression is really bad atm… fighting the bad thoughts though… if they come i’ll just let them out in writing…
i had thoughts of ripping the tube out earlier today…
my hands hurt… typing hurts… pain killers don’t work all that well…
basic LB surfing… wasn’t up to much posting though…
talked to Sue a bit… worried about her
apologized to Jessica for snapping at her the other day… she seemed fine about it though…
fixed this site up a bit
…and the empty blog…
dunno… i feel like shit… not much i can do these days…