i wanted to… but i’m still here… i wanted *it* all to end… maybe i didn’t want it badly enough… maybe that’s why i’m still here…
…5 hours at the ER… the usual when things go bad … stitches.. 41 of them actually…not all in one place (…more than usual i guess…) …broken ribs… they wanted to put me in the hospital… but i’m here… i’ll see my therapist later today…
…i’m sorry… that’s all i can say… i’m sorry…
