Unreal but yet so real

May 26, 2003 | The Past | 4 comments

I’m being haunted by the demons of my past…
I’ve seen them before… but in the past they’ve mostly been in the form of an image… and i’ve been in a form of a silent paralized by stander… like i’m watching a silent movie on TV
I still don’t hear… the movie is still silent…
I don’t see anymore… but I feel… not the emotions but the pain… the physical pain…
I wake up… yet not a sleep… in pain…
I know it’s not real…not in the *now* … i don’t even know if it was real *then* either… not for sure… but my memory tells me it’s real…

4 Comments

  1. Dorit
    Dorit on May 26, 2003 at 9:18 pm

    (((((((((((Gabriel)))))))))))

    Reply
  2. phoenix
    phoenix on May 26, 2003 at 11:08 pm

    i’ve no words to make this better, but i read and i care. be safe gabriel. rosie

    Reply
  3. michelle
    michelle on May 27, 2003 at 10:46 am

    (((()))))
    be well, dear..

    Reply
  4. Ataraxia
    Ataraxia on May 27, 2004 at 12:48 pm

    I care about you Gabe. I can never seem to find the words but I do care.
    *hugs*
    I hope you get better or feel better or something.

    Reply

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