i know i probably shouldn’t have but i followed a link… i’m not saying where from…but those who know what i’m talking about will know when they see this…
It triggered me… not in the anorexic/eating kind of way thought…
I remember when i was about 13… it’s probably my first eating disordered thought… or at least where no body else was pushing them on me… I decided to stop eating… i decided to stop speaking… it was the first time i was really *going* to make myself disappear…
she always told me that i was taking up too much space…that i could hurt people just by looking at people… that i was hurting people…just by *being*…and yes…i believed her… sometimes i still do…
