bad night… …more flash backs…

bad night…
…more flash backs…
can’t write about them yet…
not really….
because i don’t really know what they’re about… only bits and peaces…
like…
she’s making me eat or drink something…
someting very bad… something that will make me very sick but not hurt me enough to kill me… i deserve it she sais… i deserve the pain and to be sick for a while… i’ve been bad… i don’t know what i did though…
i don’t think i know what she’s talking about…
i can’t refuse… it tases bad..
it’s not hot this time but it feels like it’s burning me on the inside… horrible smell…
nauseating pain… it burns… please i can finish this… yes you must… drink the whole thing…
….you must…. you have to remember…