flashbacks

i can’t see it… i can’t hear it…
i can only feel it..
i sense her standing behind me…
i feel when she puts the ice cold blade on my back…
through the skin…
it stings.. but i continue to play like nothig has happend…
try to do better…
wrong note
another cut…
– do better…
another cut… and another…
more errors…another cut…
you never be good enough… go to your room now…