…yes i am back…

…First I want to say thank you to all of you who sent me good thoughts and support… It means a lot to me…

…There isn’t much to say about this hospital stay really….

I went there because I was having thoughts of self injury and suicide…

For now there isn’t really much that can be done about my ED… because of the extent of the Gastroparesis can’t eat much with out having problems… I’m pretty much on 24 hour feedings and i’m just depending on the tube for now… and that seems to be working meaning I’m not losing weight anymore…

I don’t feel like writing about this much… and I guess all of this is something that I need to work through in private… so i might be silent for a while… or at least about this…

…but we’ll see

Other news… Sunna just told me that i will get in trouble if I post about this but…

Happy birthday my love!