I still feel i’m in a silent mode… In the last few weeks I’ve started to write many entries for this journal that never ended up on the site… Maybe the reason for that is the fact that I’ve started to read what I write more closely before I post them… in a way censoring myself… which is something that I have never really done before…
In the past when I sit down to write I’ve just started writing whatever is in my head and wants to come out of my head… It doesn’t matter if it’s for this website, for me privately or any other purpose… For some reason i feel like i can’t do that anymore…
I’m not saying I won’t write here again… or even that I won’t write here for a while… I probably will…
But for now I can’t let my head tell me what to write here…. I can’t let it tell me what I want… It has failed me so many times in the past…
hon, do whatever it is you need to do.
*smile* I’ve been going through a similiar struggle with my own journal.
do what makes you comfortable. this is YOUR space. it only needs to please you.
I feel like that too sometimes, with my journal. It’s only a phase, in my case.
And I suppose it’s natural. We change, all the time, we question what we do and how we do it all the time.
Give it some time, things always change, sometimes too fast, we both know that all too well. 🙂
Take care of yourself..
Hello hello hello!
I just wanted to say hello and give you a cybernetic nod of encouragement. I hope you still have those boxing gloves of yours on and are fighting the good fight.
Gabe, if you’re not a survivour then no one is. Okay?
I hope you’re still keeping that in mind.
“Te saluto, Don Corleone” and other such Italian phrases picked up from The Godfather.