Do you know what it’s like when suddenly there is no one that will come and help you speak when you are too scared to speak? Someone who knows what you want to say? Who knows all your thoughts?

Do you know what it’s like to miss someone that maybe has never existed? Is it possible to miss someone who has probably only existed in your head?

Can you hate *yourself* and love that other people who live inside of you?

Can this be justified as being lonely?

I don’t know…. but….
…right now I need to go inside…. i need to forget ….even if it’s for a little while…
…right now I need to go inside…. i need to be held …. but without being physically touched….
…right now…. I need to be able to cry and scream without showing it and or being heard on the out side….
…right now I need to go inside…. and not be alone in there…