I had a rotten day yesterday… but I made it through it!
Yes I really wanted to hurt myself… and in fact around 4 am this morning I almost did… Normally (based on my experience in the past) I probably would have gotten up without giving myself any time to think about not following through on urges like this.. but I made it… I didn’t SI
Today there are 50 days since I last SIed… that has got to count for something… right?
of course that counts for something! thats wonderful, gabriel! you need to let yourself feel proud, darn it. 🙂
it counts for alot:))) it is a good thing to keep track of:)
~be gentle with you~
it counts for a lot!!!
congratulations on 50 days!
50 days is amazing..I know that myself, 50 days is a long time.
Be proud of yourself, you have every reason in the world..
Of course it counts for something! I’d say it makes all the difference…
THATS SPECTACULAR!!! UBER CONGRATULATIONS!!!
you rock!!! i always knew you could do it! you are an inspiration to me because i SI sometimes… and now that i see you are making it… it proves that stopping IS possible.
thank you for being the strong one… and for trying so hard… that’s an amazing accomplishment you have made
50 days is great! One day at a time and it all adds up 🙂
and jesus wept was the next bit right. I am sorry man but your story is a sad one. you seem like a tallented fucker why waste your time being depressed. I know easier said than done but sitting on your ass does fuck all for it. Everyone differs but throwing yourself a pity party and feeling worse about it goes round like the dog chasing its tail. I dont even know you kid, and I am sure you dont want to know me but try giving the real world a vist. where life matters you might see things differently from in there. Now click your pretty red shoes three times and say I wanna go home and then when you see that in the real world people dont have time for shit the medical people have thought up for depressed kids cause they are having to much of a good time investigation life. The Borderline should be where you go for coffee with friends not where you go to hurt yourself cause you cant sleep. I dont know you man and doubt I ever will but I am judging you when I have no call but if the americian race is anything to go by then you guys are all doomed, unless you can see you way to the brighter life without spending too much time thinking about what it is you need to make you happy and just trying to be content with every smile you can muster. So go on let your dim light shine and use your huge IQ to do somthing that mattered. Maybe I am wasting my time. I hope not. Its your call.
Excuse me for posting 3 times but I the website timed out. you can remove 2 if you like. I appologise.
Congratulations – I’m proud of u – keep up the good work Gabriel =)