i should update this…or something… i don’t really feel like it…
Depression has been hitting me very hard lately… and i haven’t felt like posting anything… in fact that goes for everything else as well…
I just sleep… play the piano a little …because i have to for work… surf some websites..without really knowing what i’m looking at or where i am… nothing seems to interest me… i just do it to have something to do…
My website is all screwed up since i got rid of the sub-domain… the email form doesn’t work… the skins don’t work… and little things here and there… and there are tons of unanswered mail i should have replied to already…. A month ago I wouldn’t have been so calm about that… but right now i don’t care…
I may or may not post here much for a bit… i don’t know…. that’s really all i wanted to say… for now at least…
thinking about you(((((Gabriel)))))
love you!!!
Hello All,
I’ve been anorexic for about 2 years now. My computer has been crazy for about a year now and finally got a new one. I can’t seem to find any pro anna sites anymore that will actually come up since it seems like all the search engines have removed them. 🙁 If anybody knows of the good ones could you please e-mail them too me? Thanks so much! P.S. Hope you feel better soon gabriel!
hi all i have never been to this site before im not anorexic but i really want to be! i hope that doesnt sound stupid but im overwieght and i admire you all for being skinny! has anyone got any tips on how i can become anorexic? i mean everyone has to start somewhere! if you are going to post a message back please can you email it to me as i dont know how often i will be able to visit this site my mum is usualy in. thankyou -roxy -x-
none of my friends or family get to see this . why am i so friggin’ scared of myself and of food. the calories. damnit the calories.
i stopped listening to myself a long time ago. i was thinking perhaps gabriel and the rest of you could talk back to me.
i cant even answer myself.
i cant hear anything.
its so dark here. and the smoothie i ate for lunch is slapping me in the face.
im waiting for another life.
thinking about you, gabriel!
things will get better, I hope. This may be only my personl experience, and I know your situations have been very different in the past, but I find that music sets me free, so perhaps the piano isn’t such a bad thing after all. ((((())))) be well.
and for those of you who mentioned that you wanted to be anorexic…I suggest you READ THIS.
Hellow everyone ive been anorexic for a year now its great im getting closer to the weight i wanna be but i still cant find any damn sites
Hellow everyone ive been anorexic for a year now its great im getting closer to the weight i wanna be but i still cant find any damn sites
well got to go bye
NATALIE???
i’M NOT SURE, BUT THIS IS JEN… YOUR SISTER. IS THAT REALLY TRUE?