The last couple of days are lost… i don’t remember much of what’s been going on…if anything… other than my internet being really shitty… and/or slow…

…and yes i’m in a bad mood…

I hate one of the meds i’m on more than anything…

I don’t know why …but I do…
Maybe..or at least after reading about it on the internet…hearing other people talk about the side effects they are having because of it…I’m just confusing hate with fear…. who knows?

I might list those side effects later but here is one: Breast development in males

Don’t you think I’d look good with boobs ?? :O

Oh and someone is getting a cd from me in a couple of weeks and a (hand written) letter… almost 3 pages of my ramblings… but I finally got around to mailing it today… *phew!*