bad day

Nov 10, 2003 | The Disordered Files | 2 comments

i don’t want to be in here 🙁
breakfast
…me stubborn but ate
10 am snack
…same as breakfast… didn’t finish though
11 doc appt
…i’ve never seen this doc before
…Sunna was going to be there but she was late
…he wanted a blood test and i freaked
…he talked about me with his assistant (nurse) like i wasn’t there …i know i don’t speak… i can still hear
lunch
…was late because of the doc appt as it took longer than it was supposed to
…feeling sick… ate a little… full blown panic attack
yeah i know i’m a big baby…so what? I still want to go home 🙁

just the way it is

Staying Safe

Emotions

2 Comments

  1. Jen
    Jen on January 11, 2004 at 12:21 pm

    Your not a baby. I didn’t know you didn’t speak. Why? Selective mutism?

    Reply
  2. gabriel
    gabriel on January 12, 2004 at 2:46 pm

    …i don’t really care much for labels but I guess it’s something like that yeah…I have been diagnosed with selective mutism in the past but my current therapist prefers to call it social phobia as she believes SM should only be diagnosed in Children…

    Reply

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