It’s my birthday today… 38 years old…
I try to look at it as something positive…like… I’ve made it this far and i’m still among the living… but somehow it doesn’t feel very important right now…
Being IP sucks… I know I came here of my own free will… I asked to be here… but I miss being able to spend time with my baby, my other children… my wife… Yes sure they visit but it’s just not the same…
I want to dig a hole… crawl down there… and not come back up again…
…. and it feels like no one would really miss me….
… are you back on your computer again? … did you ever get my icq birthday hugs?
… what about you also visiting your baby, wife and children … doesn’t it work that way too?
I know what you mean with digging a hole and crowling down to disappear … have felt like this many times in my life, when I was younger … somehow seems to get better with age … love and all my good wishes for you! ((((((((((((Gabriel))))))))))) 🙂
Lots of love Gab ((((((((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))))))
Happy Birthday, sweetie! We have the same birthday! Take care of yourself… {{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}