I’m still not feeling all too well… mostly because of the antibiotics I’m on… but I’m dealing with some very unpleasant side effects from those… and it leaves me with a very little energy to do much of anything… such as posting and/or working on my website (or the skins I keep bringing up) Most of my time at the moment goes to being spent in bed or going to the bathroom… but in spite of my diet being almost all liquid my doctor is concerned about dehydration…

A difficult anniversary is also coming up… next Saturday… which is also taking it’s toll …but it brings along with it a hand full of feelings like, guilt… shame… and grief… along with visual memories from the event it self…

…so yeah… I’m mostly just hiding under the covers…