I failed

Jan 18, 2004 | The Disordered Files | 3 comments

I self injured last night…
Being on 10 minute check ups didn’t prevent it…
Mentioning the urges to a staff member didn’t help…
Me doing everything I could to fight the urges didn’t help…
…at least trying to… I got lost there somewhere though…
Stitches…. Ashamed…
….Failure
Not much else to say…
…except I might not be around much over the next few days… it depends on if I get to keep my computer or not… maybe… maybe not…

3 Comments

  1. dorit
    dorit on January 18, 2004 at 7:07 pm

    oh… (((((Gabriel)))))…i think the staff failed … just let it heal and forget it again … and … what has your computer to do with SI ?

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  2. Faith
    Faith on January 19, 2004 at 1:18 am

    ((((((Gabriel)))))
    I didn’t know!:-( So sorry Gabriel, please take the time you need to heal!
    I’m here if there’s anything I can do, ok?

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  3. madpoet
    madpoet on January 19, 2004 at 2:35 am

    i would agree the staff failed you!
    ~be gentle with you~

    Reply

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