I haven’t been in a posting mood lately…. There isn’t any one reason… or maybe even a reason at all… I guess I haven’t felt like it… or just haven’t had much to say lately… I guess there isn’t much to say anyway… I pretty much just wake up… go to therapy, or doc appointments, work on the computer… take naps… or watch TV …but I’ve become quite a TV addict since I’ve been here for some weird reason but I really wasn’t before…

Yesterday was the last session with my therapist… I’d been dreading that session for a while… or since she told me that she was resigning and moving away… Although the session got pretty emotional it was also a good one in many ways… As much as I don’t like the thought of having to be without having her as my therapist I think I’m going to be ok… She has helped me to figure out a lot of things… helped me change the way I look at certain events in my life …helped me look at them in a different and more healthy way… That’s the purpose of therapy isn’t it?

This morning I had an appointment with my tummy doc… Not much to say about that really… except it was one of those long appointments that I have the feeling of it’s never going to end… but he wanted to take a look at the inside of my tummy/system so he got his little camera and showed it inside my tube… He asked me if i wanted to see too and well I’m a big baby about those things so i just told him no thank you…. but… ugh nothing new in there anyway though… my tummy is still not in a very good shape…

Enough about that… I’ve been working a little on my website… Mostly just fixing a few “little things” that nobody notices except me I guess… and also when my concentration allows it…working on a few new things… (that by no means are ready yet) I’ve added two new skins btw…

Hopefully I’ll stay sane enough to finish those other pages soon…as well as finish all those little things that keep piling up… It’s funny how that list gets longer and longer even though I manage to finish a few things here and there as well as I keep adding to it..

One day at the time… that’s the only way …I guess…