I’m not really doing all that too well today… I’m tired…no energy…. my tummy is giving me a hard time… and I have a headache…
The weekend came and went…. It’s blurry…
I went home for the weekend… confirmation …family/party… For me three people and more is a crowd… but I got through that all right I think… but we were able to sneak out of there early and go home where I fell a sleep on the couch…. I hadn’t planed on staying home for the night but I was just too tired to do much of anything… but I miss being able to spend more time with my children… and I wish I didn’t have to leave for IP again… but for now… this is the way it has to be…
I want to thank each and every one of you who have left me messages of support and encouragement regarding my post on Friday… Your words mean a lot to me… more than I can ever describe…
I will probably be having the operation… but I don’t really want to think about the appointment thought… or any of this…
so for now I’m putting all my trust into my wife’s hands… I trust her 110%… She was there with me and talked with the doctor… got all the details…
I’m sorry…. I know I’m a big baby in all of this… but I know if I go too much into the details it will just be 1000 times harder for me to get by until the actual day of the surgery…
Thank you all again…. for everything….
You’re not a big baby, Gabriel, it’s ok to talk about whatever is on your mind. Everything will be fine, remember…positive thoughts. Did I tell you that I am proud of you btw? Well, I am. Be who you are Gabriel, we all try to do the same, to cope with the daily life can be hard sometimes, but we are survivors for a reason:-)
Hugs
Love you