OK… so it’s pretty much decided…

…Since I am not tolerating my feedings being increased… and due to malabsorption and other complications with my intestine I’ll be getting on TPN or Total Parenteral Nutrition which means I will be getting feedings into my bloodstream instead…

This isn’t quite what I was hoping for ….though yet at the same time kinda expecting it. But in spite of my occasional frequent disordered feelings/thoughts on weight gain …I also know I need to gain more weight in order to get my health and physical strength back….
I won’t get rid of the j-tube so easily though as they want that in as well because even though my insides are not working properly there is a danger of them completely kicking the bucket if they don’t have anything to do in there…

Other than that I don’t really have much else to say today…