I’m doing a little better today…. so far… Now waiting to see if I’ll get to go home for the weekend…
Had a weigh-in a few minutes ago… I’ve lost weight since the last weigh-in… That’s not good really…but i can’t help but feeling it is good anyway… I know it’s just the ED messing with my head though…
I’ll probably be on TPN by the end of next week anyway… and then they can start pumping me with calories and make me fat…
– “Stop it! – Shut up!”
I don’t want to go back there… not really… but…
– “no buts…. you don’t want to go back there and that’s the truth… Like you said it’s the eating disorder messing with you….. It wants you back… but you don’t want the eating disorder”
You’re right… I really don’t want to go back there…. but…
– “Ah ah… what did I say before? ….NO BUTS!”
Ok, you’re right… no buts….
-I HATE ANOREXIA-
