This is the best i can do for now… just typing… out of context… single words that don’t really form a full sentence or a paragraph…
I need to do this for me…

…it’s like someone has turned off the lights…. or something….
the lighting is strange… multicolored… but yet so dark…
room wakes up…
furniture transform into something beyond this world…
… monsters, giant insects…
the walls move… like they are coming closer… they will slowly crush you…
bury you in themselves… a concrete coffin…
…a familiar voice… but right now it doesn’t feel right…
confusion…
you know the familiar voice… it used to be friendly…
now it’s going to hurt someone… something? it’s going to hurt…
…you don’t know what… or how… or even why…
but it will hurt something…
colors flying… lights… but yet so dark…
“safe yourself” … you think to yourself…
…but you can’t… you can’t run… you can’t hide… they WILL find you anyway…
You try to move… but you can’t… someone… something is holding you down…
no matter how hard you try to push…
and all you can do is to stop pushing… and give in…
… and you close your eyes and float away into a deep dreamless sleep