It’s been a while since I’ve posted anything… but i haven’t been doing very well… and I’ve felt that I need to focus my energy on other things than this journal… I guess next month will be quiet as well… if not… even more quiet… but I am scheduled for two hospital stays…. one for some testing…for about two or three days and then later in the month I’ll be having a surgery and i’ll probably be away for a week at least… The first one i mentioned was supposed to happen last week but because of the infection it didn’t happen then…
As scared and anxious all of this is making me feel…. and no matter how much i want to run and hide right now…. I need this thing to work out for me… so i guess… what i’m asking is…. keep me in your thoughts…. I am going to need it…
Gabriel ever since I first met you you have never been far from my thoughts. I can promise you that I’ll be sending you some extra positive thoughts to help you get through this and as well I’ll be keeping my fingers crossed for the surgery to be a success because it has to be. *holding you close*
You are in my thoughts .. always
Lots of well wishes and healing quick vibes coming to you, Gabe. Get well soon! And good luck with the surgeries. *hugs*
always are GAbriel:)