bleh

I don’t have much to say… or maybe it’s more like the usual… i don’t know how to say it…
all i know is that I feel nothing right now… not sad… not happy… not anxious or afraid…
If I were to put every emotion on the scale of 1-10 I’d say 5 for all of them…
…I have used the word “bleh” in the past… if that is a word…
…is it?…
…but when i feel “bleh” I go silent… and I hide….