no SI yet… and hopefully there won’t be… no matter how much we “want” it….
we did “tell” so we are on checks…
…as one Jen mentioned when she commented… this body needs a brake… That is true… but still that doesn’t mean we can shut off those feelings… They are very real and very strong… but maybe… and hopefully we are stronger…. maybe yelling at the doctor might come in handy too… like the other Jen said… that wont leave scars…
…but for now …..for distraction… i have been reconstructing my music site… I know there are a few people out there that remember it… used to have it’s own domain name… sleepflower.org… but because it was originally registered with a crappy company with an even more crappy service… and on top of that… no option of moving from that company to another one (like I did with my other domains) I decided to let it go and not renew it… so a few months ago my music site was no longer available…
Like I said i’m only working on it… and it’s nowhere near done yet… and probably will not be done for the next few days at least… For those of you who are using skin 28 (if any) may have noticed I added my winamp play list in the sidebar… and in case you are wondering why I’m listening to myself so much… it’s because of the music site…
…and for those who have been asking for it… *click*
*crawls back under his rock*
i dont know that the thoughts will ever go away… it has been 3 years for me and i still ahve thoughts that i MUST deal with the treat of si is always real for us
keep following the best way for you guys:) hugs
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Yay…I love your music….
I have a special playlist on my computer called ‘Gabriel’….[shh]
Hope you are hanging in there, love…..I’m always here for you….
Sarah..
Im glad you told the doctor babes. I didnt mean to sound harsh, I just love you to pieces and want you here. Telling the doc was a HUGE HUGE deal… wow! v.v. proud *beams*
I love your music. Im glad your tinkering around with it. Im also glad that you are so good with computers that you can display it for the rest of us to enjoy.
Take care my dear!