I’m not doing bad… but I’m not really doing good either… but it’s that kind of bad/good that you can’t really think up a reason good enough to feel either… either good… or bad…
I know I have defiantly more reasons to feel good but somehow they don’t feel much right now… one of those reasons is the fact that I won’t be coming back here (IP) after x-mass… I know it’s normal… but I’m scared… worried that I will get lost again… slip up… fail… and again… that’s not really any reason to feel down about… and I don’t actually…
I just can’t seem to be happy… and instead I’m sad, upset and pissed off about everything… and i’m not making any sense at all… but at least i tried…
