Yes I have been reading through old posts again… (sorry A.)
This is my favorite post on here… even though it stings when I read it…
Love is not always a dance on roses…
Shortly after I posted this my wife printed this out and put it on the wall beside the computer… The irony is though that at the time I had already decided to leave her… decided that I was going to end my life… and it didn’t make me change my mind … not until it was too late… or almost too late
This was a real moment …. we’ve had similar moments since then …and before too…
Love can safe your life… I’m a living proof af that… and there is no doubt in my mind…
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A moment in tears
He can feel the tears in his eyes as he walks to her and silently put his arms around her…
– What’s wrong? she asks as she wraps her arms around him…
– Nothing’s wrong.
– Then what is it? she asks again and he can sense she’s worried…
– Nothing’s wrong… he replies… I just remembered something….
– What is it?
– I just remembered how much I love you…. and I realized how horrible I’ve been to you…
*tears*
– Can you forgive me? he asks through the tears…. Can you forgive me for everything that I have put you through? …and please don’t say it was never my fault…. I just need to hear you say that you can forgive me…
– Yes of course I can my love…. I have already forgiven you… I love you…
…and for a while they just stand there in silence in the middle of the kitchen in each other’s arms and cry together….
