January: Had my entire bottom teeth extracted in October 2013… And I started the year in hospital for a surgery where I had some reconstruction-work done on my mouth/jawbone…

February: A moment of temporary insanity and really without thinking about it… I bought myself a domain name in an attempt to return to blogging after 9 – 10 years.

March: Mostly spent working on my new website and trying to figure out if I should keep all my old entries on here or start from scratch… I still haven’t decided…or rather… I stopped thinking about it… but the old entries are still here…

April: My stomach started giving me some problems and by the end of the month I couldn’t keep much of anything down… I can’t say that’s ever a good thing… but for me it’s even more dangerous than for the normal person as I am more prone to ‘it’ getting into my lungs and cause infection so I’m secluded for a tube

May: Joined a Facebook group of ‘misfits’ (you know who you are) but was also thrown out of another group for taking part of a conversation that went a little but wrong, thanks to auto-correct 😛

June: Had an ileoscopy – and the result was that nothing new was going on in there… and my Emma announced she was going to make me a grand dad…

I also heard from an old friend I hadn’t heard from in many years… <3

July: I was made an admin in the ‘animal sex’ group and also became friends with Amanda in the beginning of the month… but I started having some mental issues… and by the end of the month I was put in the psych-ward and changes made with my medication…

August: was a very though month mentally… usually is… and nothing more to say about that really…

September: Mental health kept going downhill – depression mostly and with it some psychosis… and doc talking more and more about switching my meds…

Also had dental implants put in… and was popping painkillers like candy…

October: Mental health still going down… with loads of help from my friends and my wife, who helped me with all of my “special needs” such as my bag and feedings and taking care of everything I couldn’t do and keeping me active (not sitting down on my ass all day) I made it

November: Same as October… but I also made it to the age of 49 😉 Started ECT treatments on the 24th which went on for three weeks…

December: On the last week of ECT I got sick and was unable to go for the last session…. that didn’t seem to matter though as I was feeling better..

My Emma had a beautiful baby girl on Dec 6th 🙂 …and I started new meds on the 29th

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And tonight there will be 14 years since Sunna and I got remarried…. We were first married in 1986 but got a divorce in 1992/3 <3 so that makes it 20 years of marriage total or so if I've managed to do the math 😉

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