I’m on day 10 post surgery and still in hospital…

I’ve had my good days and I’ve had my bad days…. but ‘hanging in there’ …I still have the chest tubes and I’m still not able/allowed to eat as I have some swallowing complications (unrelated to the surgery though)… and they fear aspiration… so for now I’m on j-tube feedings only just like I was prior to the surgery…. I admit though… I had high expectations on this one… and I know I will need to be patient with myself… but for now I can’t help but feeling a bit down about it….

The main reason I’m still in hospital is because I’m sort of “homeless” as I can’t go home until they say I can fly…. I’m told… I will most likely be out of here Tuesday morning/noon… but the hospital (or insurance back home) will have an apartment ready for us… close to the hospital… but there is another family staying there until Tuesday morning… It’s not “home”… but at least it’s not hospital…. and I know that will help with my moods/grumpiness… however…. I keep hearing people telling me that my struggle is just beginning…. and I can’t help but wonder…

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