First chemo infusion done… and something else …before and after… anti sickness and something like that… all good for me… I’m sure…  Although I had anxiety going on …still do… this wasn’t too bad… I know it can get more rough though…    I know this may seem strange to many… but I’m not going to give much thought into what they are getting me…  I have my wife handling that side of the ‘business’…  and I can’t afford to have that taking my anxiety to a new level…. unless it’s to make it less…  At this point… it wouldn’t… but of course if I …or my wife and my medical team (especially my therapist) think it would help… I can always just ask…  but like I said….for me…. it’s better not to know all details….     and for now my ‘job’ is to tell if I feel anything out of the ordinary…

It’s now 12:30 pm …. and they want me here for a little while longer… a couple of more hours at least… just in case …..then back again tomorrow for the other one… I’m told that one will take longer though…  For now… just taking it day to day…  an hour to hour when needed…  and when everything else fails… just going with the flow… and keep swimming through the rough patches…

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